Saturday, June 25, 2011

What am I doing with my life?

I live in the suburbs, I am 22 years old, and I am taking my last math cl to get my ociates. I have no idea what I want to get a major in, and I feel like my life is going no where. I lost my job to the economy, I still live at home, and I don't really feel like I have anyone to talk to. My friends are usually supportive and I have a great loving family, but I don't feel like I really connect with them. Yeah I love my family, but I don't feel as close to them as they might be to me. I should have at least an idea of what I want to do with the rest of my life, but I'm so far off path. I don't really know what to say, I want to know where to go, but I am so lost. All of the answers that have been fed to me while I was growing up just don't cut it anymore. I've never really felt at home. Maybe I was meant to be a loner. If that is true I at least want to know where I am suppose to go. I'm just going to end up taking some stupid major that I don't even care about, and work my *** off to get a job that I will hate. It just seems like I was meant to do so much more, and somewhere I failed.

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